thinking back.

once when we were young.
at least much younger than now.

a month and 19 days has past.
since we first started school.

its amazing to see friends.
how they just go past you.
some waving some dont.

its amazing i survived till now.
the workload on my plate has just been ._.
more than usual.

its amazing that im not giving up on my mathematics.
thats cos you gave me hope.
you made me sure that i would be able to conquer it.

you inspired me.
you made sure i understood.
you never gave up.
and you made sure i never did too.

the grateful feeling is sinking in.
slowly but surely.

mathematics has just been a blur.
day after day
notes are just scribbled on the white piece of fullscap
without me knowing its actual meaning.



im scared of fear.
IM SCARED OF EVERYTHING

its sad though.

how ironic is the bold statement.


-guaikia